Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Am ii reallii Happii?
i reallii dunnoo... Thiing maybe happen so suddenly. Every year is pasting so fast. Wad should i plan for future i still wif no ideal. Cos Thiing may happen so suddenly even wad u plan forr, its may not come true and ones agaiin u will feel disappointed.
Prehaph last time i may thiink verii farrr, because i have confident that wad i plan for, it will come true but now ,wad i tot is every sec,hr or even min, there may have thing happen that u never will realise ..
In the end wad mus u do ? u oso mus face it. there is no way that u should not face the fate.Life is like tat wad u realli wan ,it will never come to you. Now am reachiing 21th year old alot of thing u have the responsibility . Alot of thing u need to settle yourself like in a r/s,Family, work or etc...
U have to think & solve.. when am a small kid there is nth for me to worry . just have to play,Play,Play without knowing anythiing. Parent say wad , we just thiink they are so irritating . But now wad i know is whatever they say is have their own point. i will listen and remember it.
last time i was so stupid that i rather listen to someone that i trust ,love the most and i almost give all my heart to him ,and tot of.. he is the 1 that i can laying of, & will never betray me or hurt me. But wad i get in the end "deeply hurt" that i can say .. but should thank him, if not i will never grown up.and learn to look at ppl that will hide their other face behide. A innocent guy may not be a good guy , Alot of thiing u had to look in more details.
In the world there are lots of diff people, there have good & bad. so u believe wad u have choose and done never thiink of regretiing . That wad i alway tell myself god give u wad just take .so wad i have now i will 100x more cherish.
maybe thiis is life ba. dun expect much.
Prehaph i mey feel xin fu just to have u in my life last time .
But now i realise i more xin fu have my family,bf,frenz & coll around.
i realise that i have change alot my tamper ect... i have stopped my unreasonable. Yes i have make it.
So now just carry on wif my life stay happi wif no worry hahas.. =)
ciao~ bye!
i reallii dunnoo... Thiing maybe happen so suddenly. Every year is pasting so fast. Wad should i plan for future i still wif no ideal. Cos Thiing may happen so suddenly even wad u plan forr, its may not come true and ones agaiin u will feel disappointed.
Prehaph last time i may thiink verii farrr, because i have confident that wad i plan for, it will come true but now ,wad i tot is every sec,hr or even min, there may have thing happen that u never will realise ..
In the end wad mus u do ? u oso mus face it. there is no way that u should not face the fate.Life is like tat wad u realli wan ,it will never come to you. Now am reachiing 21th year old alot of thing u have the responsibility . Alot of thing u need to settle yourself like in a r/s,Family, work or etc...
U have to think & solve.. when am a small kid there is nth for me to worry . just have to play,Play,Play without knowing anythiing. Parent say wad , we just thiink they are so irritating . But now wad i know is whatever they say is have their own point. i will listen and remember it.
last time i was so stupid that i rather listen to someone that i trust ,love the most and i almost give all my heart to him ,and tot of.. he is the 1 that i can laying of, & will never betray me or hurt me. But wad i get in the end "deeply hurt" that i can say .. but should thank him, if not i will never grown up.and learn to look at ppl that will hide their other face behide. A innocent guy may not be a good guy , Alot of thiing u had to look in more details.
In the world there are lots of diff people, there have good & bad. so u believe wad u have choose and done never thiink of regretiing . That wad i alway tell myself god give u wad just take .so wad i have now i will 100x more cherish.
maybe thiis is life ba. dun expect much.
Prehaph i mey feel xin fu just to have u in my life last time .
But now i realise i more xin fu have my family,bf,frenz & coll around.
i realise that i have change alot my tamper ect... i have stopped my unreasonable. Yes i have make it.
So now just carry on wif my life stay happi wif no worry hahas.. =)
ciao~ bye!
8:48 AM
